JDUB, I just caught up on your thread. Sorry you're here, but you'll get some great advice.
Totally falling apart is a very normal part of the process. Don't feel ashamed or embarrassed. Take the lid off and let it come out.
With these waves of emotion, you may feel the urge to pursue your W. Don't give in. Keep your distance and try to project an image of someone who's going to be fine no matter what.
Am I right in guessing that you never lost it in front of your W? If so, good for you! Most of us were not that fortunate.
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18
