So first day back to work with H in the office. I came in with some new jewelry on. A fresh maniucure (I have gotten one manicure since I've been with him) and I made sure my hair looked great and makeup. I rarely wear makeup. So I looked like a different person when I came into the office today. A confident person and I was nice and chatty with the customers. I didn't ask how his vacation went and I didn't offer up anything about what I did this summer. So of course since I'm not arguiing with him he's all in a good mood. So my question is. How do I not look at it like he is just able to have everything. Here I am being peaceful so he can walk around with no guilt about leaving? Obviously I'm still hanging onto some resentment. But it bothers me that he's ok while I struggle.
