I attempted to merge your new thread with this one and your new thread has disappeared. I am so sorry!
Please stick to one thread until you have reached 100 postings/replies. In the meantime, I'm going to search for your latest thread again and attempt to merge it with this one if I can locate it.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
