Dear DB diary,

I think I have given up all hope of ever working through this, and reconciling.

I had nightmares last night, and I think that has really impacted me today. I am trying hard to distract myself.

I don't want to give up hope, but I don't want to keep torturing myself either.

Married 9: Together 11
M:37 W:35
S:2 D:7
Bomb dropped 6/3/2017
W moved out 7/1/2017
Separation Filed: 8/1/2017
Modified to Divorce: 8/21/2017
Divorced: 10/5/2017