New to the journey and thank you.

[Holding]

Kylo, I can completely sympathize with what you're feeling. The phase you're in is something I call "What the heck is the point?" You're probably in the neighborhood of dropping the rope, if you haven't gotten there yet.

On the subject of walls, I'll admit this is something I used to do when my W would hurt me. She was full of hurtful comments. I know I should have confronted her about them more directly, but I was very conflict avoidant. At least for me, I realized that walls keep people from hurting me, but they also trapped in all of my feelings and drowned me in resentment.

Anyway, walls are bad.