New to the journey and thank you.

[Kylo]

I don't know how good I'll be at DB when it comes to talking with my W. I never think of what I should be doing until after it's over.
I have taken it upon myself to get the kids to Sunday school at 9:30, when our normal time has been 11:00. So I mention the plan for tomorrow, and she gets upset about the late notice (understandable) and how she can't do it now. (She is off-duty after the kids go to bed and won't do anything other than watch TV in bed). She seemed stressed all day which is a recipe for problems... So I have little patience with her, but I'm coming at it like: I just want to know what you're doing so I can plan what I'm doing with a side of clam down. She keeps up the flustered act and I tell her I'll just work around it and end it with a "nobody cares". I know, very bad. I just really don't care about her stressing about washing her hair and getting up early for 9:30 church. I just don't.

It is hard for me to have positive feelings for someone who doesn't have them for me. She walked into the same restaurant I was at on Friday. My dad pointed her out and I just let out a sigh and hoped she wouldn't see us, but she did.

Anyway, back to DB: hoo boy, I $uck.