Stop checking the phone records. Its only going to make you angry. You know what you are going to find. Don't do things that will upset you. The more you forget about her the easier it will be.
Make yourself a person only a fool would leave.
M:37 W:37 T:11 M:10 S17, S13, S10, S4 BD:06/28/17 OM confirmed 07/20/17 Recon the M 10/29/17 Working hard:2gether
Onward and forward
This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.