Thanks Maika. And I get that. It is very exhausting yet rewarding. I just don't want this. The more I try to detach, the worse the cycle /seems/ to get, although practically speaking, it is getting better. I really think the hearing date email really sunk me deeper.
My daughter started asking questions about us getting back together again. I told her it was not going to happen, that we have our own lives now, but we loved her equally. She is taking it almost as hard as me, maybe harder in her own way. She is soo used to family activities, and it kills her. Everytime I try to do something, she talks about getting mommy to come
Married 9: Together 11 M:37 W:35 S:2 D:7 Bomb dropped 6/3/2017 W moved out 7/1/2017 Separation Filed: 8/1/2017 Modified to Divorce: 8/21/2017 Divorced: 10/5/2017
