Jmstl's thread-Part 2

[Jmstl]

Thanks Maika. I am not going to drink because A- that isn't how I really process and B-I have my kids.

This is a weekend in which we would normally do family activity for Japanese festival every year.

I am starting to flip out I am going to go back into a depression. I am trying to stay strong and not let my kids show how weak I am.

I also think I need to cut off the woman I met. I like her and she likes me, but I don't want her to end up as a rebound, even though I am trying not to do that.