Ah great, I'm so glad. I'm jealous of the run by the beach. I cooked for my S tonight, which I haven't been doing because of trying to keep the house immaculate at all times.
Tomorrow I'm taking him rock climbing with a friend. Should be a fun day.
I had about a 20 second crying jag today. Just suddenly popped into my head that this person that I trusted so much violated me in such a brutal way. OW1 confirmed that he trash talked me repeatedly and pretty clearly he is now doing it with OW2. The person I knew never would have done that. I used thought stopping and got it out of there and on with my day.
This evening I watched some trashy TV, something I haven't done in ages. Its the small returns to normalcy that show the progress back.
