The 14 days of holiday look like weeks/monts on a positive way. The last day I realised that on reality only 14 days where passed away and that the "situation" would not be changed.
Another very difficulty is the fact, that I don't want to be ignore her. But if she is saying nothing in in each presence. It is not me to start a conversation. Must I try to good do this or not. I find it very difficult. Normally I am so social that I never walk out of words, but now. Or is it good to have some "no contact" like I read on other websites. I would be shut down very quickly. Nevertheless I act am allways busy. What is also true, running a household now.
