Thanks, T.

I've heard absolutely nothing from him, so it's easy to fill in the blanks when I'm low and get down on myself.

I also feel terribly guilty for filing the counter claim. I feel like I've been pushed into an adversarial role and that's painful.

I know he can't stop and doubt himself, because then it all tumbles down. And maybe new romance is keeping him high on life. I don't really know.