Tread - Im also sorry for your loss. Sometimes, the hits feel like they just keep coming.
Treasur - To be clear, he didnt HAVE to sit through anything. That was a choice. If it were me, Id have probably left and went to do something else.
In my opinion, you need space right now from W. Lots of it. You are taking everything she says or does extremely personally and it's only building your internal rage. I would recommend you find 1) ways to keep your anger from growing and 2) find healthy ways for release.
