well that was a very productive and positive way to handle the emotions. Good job!! Pax, it's just another turn of the LBS wheel. You will get through this in a shorter time frame the the last one. If we all keep doing the work, then eventually these episodes will get shorter and shorter until they stop completely because we've released all that we need to release.

She's close to you. It makes sense that this event, of which you and exh were a part will stir things up for you.

None of us knows the future but I believe we didn't come this far to be dropped now. in the right time we will all get our happier ever after and it will be something and / or someone we never could have imagined. we just have to get through the releasing process first.

{{{{{hugs}}}}} xoxoxoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver