Jmstl's thread-Part 2

[Jmstl]

" I am living for me "

If I could condense DBing to a catch phrase, that's what it would be.

Thanks Maika.

I'm not looking to date seriously. I am looking to hang out and have fun. I explained that I am looking for a small bit of emotional and physical intimacy. I did not expect it to end up as anything more than 2 people drinking some beer and casually talking about life. It was just so comfortable and natural. I was myself. I made inappropriate jokes, talked about various topics. We listened to music and people watched. It was just a 'good' time. I don't think I would have made the first move for sure, but she did. And when she did, while I was nervous, I was mostly comfortable. That is why I let it happen.

At one point, she even said "It seems like you are not sold on your divorce" I said, no I'm not. I don't believe in divorce and don't feel it is a solution to our marital problems. But that ball is in her court at this point, not mine. So I have to move on and live my life the way /I/ want to live it.