Treasure, oh Treasure, It breaks my heart to read your post above. And to see you being so hard on yourself. You would NEVER talk to me or any of your other friends on this forum like that. You have the gift of encouragement. You need to turn it inward.
If the things that happened to you during those two years had happened to me, and I was beating MYSELF up for them, things totally out of my control, what would you say to me? You need to do some radical self-care and love, girlfriend. You are so valuable and are here for a reason. Don't listen to the negative inner voice. Tap into that strength that lies just below the surface of you.
HUGS!
M-60 H-51 M-14 years BD 12/26/16 S 1/1/17
"First the pain, then the rising." Glennon Doyle Melton
