Ginger, I read your latest post and while I could probably comment on a few things, I really just wanted to comment on one of the very last things you said....about you aren't actually as miserable as you come across. For whatever it is worth, I don't think you come across as miserable at all. You have had some crappy luck lately between the whole thing with FF and your surgery and such issues, but you have faced them all with strength and determination. That's not miserable in my book, but a victory. I think you are a strong woman with a good head on your shoulders and you know what you want and what you don't want (which is sometimes just as important as knowing what you DO want, if that makes sense). Hang in there and keep on keeping on. I think you are a wonderful example of how to face tough, stressful issues with grace.
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids
