You are doing awesome. I feel so many of these same things, particularly seeing a future that is better without w. But then reality sinks in. Life with someone who doesn't want me is pretty miserable. There is a better future for you and for me.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
