Ok good. I am really trying my best.

Unfortunately, I can't get in to see my IC until Sept 16th. This whole process has been very fast but feels like it has gone on for almost a year already. I can barely keep my days straight.

I wish I knew what was in her head. I wish I knew if she missed me at all. I know she will probably never admit it, but I wonder if she thinks it was a mistake.

Is she keeping herself so busy so that she can fill the void? I just don't know. And because I don't I should not try and mind read. But I can't shut it off.


Married 9: Together 11
M:37 W:35
S:2 D:7
Bomb dropped 6/3/2017
W moved out 7/1/2017
Separation Filed: 8/1/2017
Modified to Divorce: 8/21/2017
Divorced: 10/5/2017