I let go last night and had a good rest.
Woke up this morning to messages from her (strictly about the kids) that were sent at 1230 am. *sigh* Her come the flurry of thoughts again. I can't seem to get them out of my head.

Mind you, I am MUCH better since joining this forum than I was. I am happy and healthier. I got a few compliments about my weight loss yesterday.

I haven't engaged her at all. No MR talk, none of that, focusing on me.

Married 9: Together 11
M:37 W:35
S:2 D:7
Bomb dropped 6/3/2017
W moved out 7/1/2017
Separation Filed: 8/1/2017
Modified to Divorce: 8/21/2017
Divorced: 10/5/2017