Alright, so W never showed up to the house last night to discuss finances and what steps do we plan on taking. Never even bothered to call and say she wasn't showing up. So how do I handle this one? Because integrity at this point has got me nowhere. And my W is sneaking around making moves, while I focus on integrity. At this point, I'm about to have no place to live when I have to get rid of this house. W continues this behaviour, because all I can do is shrug it off. Hell, I can't even afford to get a divorce. So I'm stuck dealing with this nonsense, while my W walks around without a care in the world.
I've been running my a** off. Lost a lot of weight and my run time is a little over 3 miles in 28 minutes. The craziest part is that W can still take the craziness to the next level. At this point, I'm dealing with more than the A. I have to deal with my very survival. Because it seriously feels like W is trying to destroy me, while coming by with this fake smile and concern. Nobody is trying to turn S13 against her. But the boy is seeing all of this and my frustration. He has questions and I refuse to lie to cover up for his mother. He actions bring up these questions and I'm left having to answer them.
Also W doesn't plan on staying later at S13 first IC session. Supposedly cooking for her friends party is far more important. AS if she can't cook the taco meat earlier in the day and just bring it by after counselling to heat hit up.n I told W whatever decision she makes is alright, but it would be nice for us both to be there for him. So we'll see if she stays.
