Thank you both...I knew the truth would be hard to hear; but I do understand.

Joseph9 - when we separated for the month of July; we has zero contact for about 2 weeks (but we were living 4 states away from each other - and this was before the bomb drop) - I guess this is why it is hurting so much more.

LH19 - You are right; I know. I had a moment of weakness; and relapse. I find myself looking on social media to see if she is liking my stuff; or viewing my stuff...I need to stop that as well - pure distance.

M:30 W:28
T:9 MR:2.5
NoKids
Seperation 1: 9/16-12/16
Move back in: 1/17
BD: 8/15
She moved out: 9/1