So sorry to hear that W hasn't contacted you in a while. As Pax said it could be for a number of reasons and maybe you do need to sit still for a while as it seems you are acting on your emotions which at the moment is anger.
Sending you hugs. I know you have been through the mill and this must be exhausting for you. Take care Pinn.
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
