That last post wasn't helpful... Anyway, I went with a friend to a bar to watch the big fight last night. I didn't have much interest in the fight, but it was fun being around a bunch of people who were into it.
I'm hungover and feel awful, but I still got the kids to Sunday School.
I think when I go out, it is the only thing that can make her feel anything, or at least makes her show some feeling. She stumbled across "be careful" as I left the house. Going out is the only thing she asks about. And she decided today at the last minute to go to a concert tonight. I know this doesn't mean much other than I need to keep going out.
M: 41 W: 41 Married 2003 2 boys 9 & 6 Bomb Dropped May 2017