After, my youngest and I worries it was too harsh. So hard when they come out of the cave and show some actual human feelings. Don't want to discourage, don't want to leave us vulnerable to more hurt and insanity. He had alluded to surprising us with a move--sorta his MO since we were teens-he screws up, the. Serenades me outside my window. I just can't have that right now. Oldest felt pretty secure in carving our territory-doesn't seem too worried by it.
Haven't heard much from him-to be expected. Sad because I know how fragile he is... but bittersweet-I know he will abide by the terms. And prob won't get help.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
