Not sure what else to do

[Jmstl]

Thanks Sandi. I know she has been talking to someone online. Finding her Tinder account is what really broke me, and knowing she has met people while I was home watching our children. I hope to God some light bulb goes off in her head, bit I am sure it wont. For her to so quickly flip from wanting to rebuild the union (her words) to I dont want to try bc I dont think it can is dizzying. I can't read her mind, and she isn't the same person, but I feel like she is trying to cover her anxiety and tell herself she is strong and it is the right thing to do, even though she says she feels really guilty. I just don't f'ing know anymore