Hi Huddy , sorry to hear about your recent dip in form. Tiggers are a bit*h. On the dark thoughts , thats something you may want to chat with someone about , those kids of yours need their dad and need him fit and healthy.

Re W been really happy , who knows ? Maybe she is and maybe she isnt but either way shes getting on with her life and you have to continue with yours.

Good to hear you have social events lined up and work is keeping you busy.

Its a long tough journey Huddy and one we didnt want but we have to take. I feel im now enjoying my journey and you will get there. Detachment is a place we all need to get to , once you get here ( i visit it quite alot these days !!!!) its great.

Live your life and know that things do get better. Huddy deserves better than who your W now is.

Take care , Rd