Not sure what else to do

[Jmstl]

New threads for sure. No time for a haircut before she shows up.

I start kickboxing Monday (different gym)

How long does it take to make peace with the situation?

I know with the upcoming divorce hearing, it is stressing me out as well, because I so do not want this.

I am praying for some sort of miracle, but my expectation is that the MR will not change and I will be divorced in probably a month.