Not sure what else to do

[Jmstl]

I know it feels like time is your enemy, but remember, how can she miss you if you never go away?

Personally, I'd pass on the kickboxing right now. She WILL definitively see that as pursuing, and it's HER perception that matters at this point.

I could take kickboxing at a different gym, but since my daughter is already enrolled there, I would get a discount. I do understand the perception, however. On the other hand, why should I let that stand in the way of me doing something /I/ want to do?