Not sure what else to do

[Jmstl]

Last night was a fun departure from my usual routine.
With the house sold, I actually have free time, and no longer have a great weight on my shoulders. GALing was fun. Way out of my comfort zone, but I forced myself to do it.

Had a dream last night that W had a change of heart. I woke up sad, because it was just a dream. Trying to shake it off.

Looking forward to receiving $$ from house sale. Want to take up kickboxing, but W does kickboxing too. Can do classes on different days, but concerned how it would look. Will W think I am just copying? I don't need to tell her. I'm sure other gymmates will, though.

Trying to detach, and not let her thoughts on the situation control me.