My husband filed for divorce

[LAJar]

Treasur,

I hear you. It is painfully obvious that he has tunnel vision for this divorce. I am working on the lawyer now and hope to have a meeting within the next week.

Today I had an early morning IC appointment. I always look forward to these, my therapist has been another outlet, but is really focused on me taking care of myself and only reacting to what I have control over. I went over our meeting and told him how I felt there was little hope. He has also encouraged me to see a L. As we're ending the session, I hear a couple of text coming through on my phone. I check my phone when I leave at it's my STBX. He cheerily wishes me a good morning and proceeds to tell me he's asked our mortgage broker about penalties for selling early. Said we won't have any after 6 months. He'd like to "give" me $70k & he'll take over the mortgage. We agreed to sell, so I'm not sure if he's now saying he wants the house. Either way, I want to sell it. He thinks he's throwing me a bone and isn't even bringing up his pension. I can already see this is going to get ugly. That's not my intention, but I also feel like if I'm entitled to some of his pension, then why shouldn't I get it?

I told him once I spoke to a L, I would let him know. I also asked him not to text me before I go to or at work because it just ruins my day. I'm frustrated he is just disregarding that and won't contact me for anything else other than the D. If that's the case, just leave me alone.

Frustrated, heartbroken, angry and tired.