Vacation is going well mostly just relaxing. W seems to be contacting me more and i see a change in how she is interacting with the kids and poeple in general. She asks permission for almost everything she does,. This kind of freaks me out a bit..and she is saying thank you for any little thing the kids or i do.
The more i act indifferent to her the more she wants to be part of the family activities...
As i mentioned before she has not been looking after herself today she spent the afternoon and evening with us. She was well groomed and fully engaged with the kids and me. Very thankful and actually having fun and laughing with the kids.
By the time we said our goodbyes i was just about at my breaking point as the day progressed the more i worried and started to overthink every action and comment she made. The what ifs and mind reading was switched on and autopilot was a full go.
