Just a quick check in....... it's been a crazy few days. H is still here. The weekend went well, and he asked if he could stay a few more days. As of right now, he is flying out tomorrow night. Right now he's outside building a privacy fence around the pool pump.
I'll write much more after he leaves. I'll just say there have been a lot of hard conversations, a lot of crying on both sides, but much more laughter than tears. We've enjoyed each other and been playful and easy most of the time. No promises from either of us right now, more like a whole new relationship just starting up. I have no expectations about the future, and that's by my own choice right now. He does seem more like the old H, and there have been some moments when we've looked hard in each others' eyes, and just cried. He talks about loving me, etc. but I don't reciprocate yet, b/c I honestly don't know how I feel about him. For now, I'm enjoying his company and that's enough for today.
And 25, WAR DAMN EAGLE! Got my undergrad degree there (H is actually from Auburn-grew up there) and we attend almost every single game. HUGE fans!!
M-60 H-51 M-14 years BD 12/26/16 S 1/1/17
"First the pain, then the rising." Glennon Doyle Melton
