So this mom and I started talking two weeks ago and I really enjoy her conversation and friendship. Not sure how this will play out but I need to keep it clean until it's my M is over. I need to make sure I remain the faithful one in this mess.
Just a word of warning here: I felt pretty much identical to the way you do, and I ended up having that conversation and friendship turn into something more WAY faster than I thought possible. Life happens, be prepared for it.