Thank you all for the well wishes! I think my PMA has to do with my family being here. I really like having them here. It's nice to have other people around, ya know? My dad is staying one more night because I am not ready to be on my own yet. My dad changed my showerhead for me to a sprayer and I got a lawnchair and I showered today! He set up my new printer and my new bedding. They are taking excellent care of me. I hate having people wait on me but I don't have much of a choice.
So, yesterday would have been my 13th wedding anniversary. I have no feelings towards it anymore because we were only married 4 years, they have 6 under their belt. But I just don't forget dates.
Weirdness was today when D9 called me from vacation and she was with her grandma and OWW's mother. OWW's mother gets on the phone with me to ask how I am feeling and to wish me a speedy recovery. Just weird.
Fogg, I read your post a few times. I admit, I teared up a little. I a glad I could an inspiration on how to handle unfairness. I think it all just caught up to me lately. And you have inspired me not to give up on love. Because I really was there. Sometimes I figure love might not be meant for me. But I am going to keep a little hope that it will happen when it's meant to. I am lucky to have received love in every form but romantic in my life. But I am really ready for that kind of love.
Zues, these painkillers stink! I have a reaction to almost everything and I have been not sleeping and itching like heck. But finally yesterday I slept all day.
If I sound weird and babbly it's because of the pain meds. I had something much more eloquent in my head, but I am a bit loopy
