I know this goes against the advice many of you have given on this board. But at this point, I realize my W is just trying to destroy me. So it's time to start telling people about the A with OM, starting with S13. My silence has given her the opportunity to make moves, while I am sitting here playing nice. At this point, I don't want this woman and if something bad happened to her I wouldn't shed a tear. The only means of survival is to be an a**. So that's the direction I have to go in. Just talked with my father and got the I told you so talk. Basically listened to how my weakness for W is what hit me here. And how my W and SIL were probably poisoning the mind of S13 as we speak. So it's time for self preservation.
I won't tell you otherwise. You're finding your anger, strength, and manhood. That's awesome. Stick with it and the worm will turn for you my man.
