Well here I am looking forwards

[ATPeace]

Hi it has been a little while since I last posted and I feel I am moving slowly forward the offer on our house fell through so currently our house is still on the market I'm still looking to be relocating my life to Devon I feel that I need to put some distance between myself and my soon to be ex wife

One of the things that I really find difficult is excepting her going out and not wanting to be with me I understand this is her choice but I still find it incredibly painful especially as I'm still in house with her and seeing her going out and sometimes are even asking me to drop her off just hurts

As of yet she is not in on a new relationship but as she has pointed out to me we have been separated now almost 2 years and she could've been with someone else and remarried and have another kid on the way I know this is not what she wants from what she still sometimes shares with me

So I had no control of her going out during our marriage she knew I hated her going out without me so she stopped going out with Her friends. I realise this is a massive problem as it is so very controlling I just really struggle with her going out potentially meeting new males and getting further emotionally from me perhaps,I was always secretly scared she would one day leave and now she has

Any tips on how to let go,

Thank you
Ghost