Hey Pinn, I'm so sorry to hear this update from you. I was so hoping that you and your W would find a way to work things out however I can see how this can be difficult when you are trying to navigate through all the hurt and damage that has already been done.
At the end of the way you need to do what is right for you and if it feels right to walk away after putting in all the effort that you have and getting nothing back then maybe it is time.
((Pinn))
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')