Oldtimer 4 years and counting

[Citygrl]

I know! Maybe Olga will straighten him out.

I do get flashes of great husband but they are exactly that and too few and far between. So so sad. He is in there but I fear never to return. I still haven't crashed since the news and don't think I will; so, that is progress.

Was wondering if he is revisiting early replay or is just absolutely bonkers. I fear for his big crash if it ever comes and will I ever know if and when it does. Need to put that drop down oxygen mask on myself first and cut the cord on his. Lol.

If he is going through early replay again it is interesting that now I can kind of watch it without feeling the drama of first time around when I was wondering and trying to figure out what was happening.

Bad news if he is now taking up gambling or was he just there to hook up with Olga the Ukrainian? Will he get back with the cleaning lady? I guess I am taking delight in the crash of the cleaning lady relationship as I was beginning to think that maybe I was wrong and the relationship was strong and legitimate.

I have also now lost my way of financially tracking his many many holidays and weekends away. Also, he NEVER takes cash out of the bank. I know they do cash deals with the company and they will be impossible to trace. I have been keeping my ATM receipts to prove all cash withdrawals are mine. Would a legal person ever believe that he never uses cash? It's not impossible but highly unlikely.