Out to dinner with old friends this evening who knew H well and who have supported me in the last couple of years. I used to be very extroverted, but I've become a lot quieter and introverted. Don't know if that's good or bad. Maybe I think I just haven't been much fun to be around - wailing is NOT a good look!

Company will be good but I find it hard sometimes to be with friends who were such a big part of my old life. At least I can make them laugh with the mad story of the swimming Cartier watch...


Me: 53 H:38
T:20 M:14
BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression
S 1/16
PA 4/16
H filed 1/17