Pray hard, Nrthman - I need all the prayers I can get. You're right, it was/is my H's depression. He just fell apart and was diagnosed with severe OCD & severe depression. He was suicidal for months and I regularly thanked God that I didn't get that phone call.
Ironically, my H was more devout than me before this. He actually talked about becoming a vicar. I have found my faith has become much stronger in these last 2 years. At times, like the story of the footprints, I have genuinely felt God's hand being the only thing that has kept me alive.
Me: 53 H:38 T:20 M:14 BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression S 1/16 PA 4/16 H filed 1/17
