Enjoy your time at the shore. You need a break physically and emotionally. You will do great with the kids solo, I know you will. And if they start driving you nuts, just take a deep breath and take a break to regain your patience. After you put them to sleep, enjoy some quiet time to yourself but don't be carried away with thoughts of your situation. Bring a book. Watch tv. Talk to a friend. I used to have those fears about being a solo parent but I am now very comfortable managing all the kids by myself. You can do this.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving