Get over your hill and see what you find there

[Treasur]

Sorry, just having a gulp-y moment. Stupid I know after so long, but it is bewildering that this cold s**t wears the same face as the H who loved me. Not hurting as such, just shock. I really can't get how anyone can act this way towards someone they loved for so long. I didn't deserve it.

You'd think from his response that this was a normal amicable kind of divorce, not one where he has put me through crazy hell and ignored me for almost 2 years.

I don't really hate him but I hope somewhere inside him he is suffering or will. I'll allow myself that for today, I think