Everything you're going thru and feeling is completely normal, and it [censored]. I feel great when I look around the house and it's clean and the way I want it, but then I look around and miss the other person who shared it with me. It's been a little longer for me than it has been for you, and it does get easier, and the times I miss her get longer and longer in between.
M:23 T:26 Me:53, Wife: 60 S:18 D:16 filed 7/16 W moved out 4/28/17