Finding my way out of the dark - Part 3

[Holding]

Thanks for that, AS.

At this point, there's really nothing for me to lose by being direct. I'm going to make it my mission to not hold back on any feelings. I'm going to say what I feel. Thanks!

Yes she's the one that walked away, but deep inside there somewhere is still the woman you fell in love with.

You know, this is really hard for me to come to terms with. The woman I fell in love with would never do the things my W is now doing. It's just so hard for me to reconcile this with reality. Even if she is in there, she's outnumbered. I can't help her any more.