He's bringing the kids back tomorrow now and I am out overnight tomorrow night and Saturday. As much as I don't want to see him I desperate to see the kids so won't have a choice. The thought of him back in the house after more than 2 weeks bothers me a little and his talk of doing stuff makes me feel a little like it's not your place to anymore it's my home, if that makes sense?
I think the struggle for me is not having had a choice and when it looked like I might I blew it.
I am sick of him telling me to stop making him feel guilty, like I said to him only he can stop himself feeling guilty.
Me 46 H 39 M 11 T 14 S 10 DO 8 ILYBNILWY 11.06.17 Separate rooms 11.06.17 ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17 Kicked H out 23.6.17 H came home 20.8.17
