I think we all get a bit of PTSD, don't we? And weird things can trigger us. Finding our own way to manage that - whatever happens with our Ms - is our own marathon, I suppose.
read somewhere about the idea of 'layering'...that you find a way to put new happy stuff on top of a thing or place that triggers you, rather than avoid it? Like inviting good friends to a drinken dinner at what used to be 'your' favourite restaurant.
Me..I'm going to hunt for happy triggers!
Me: 53 H:38 T:20 M:14 BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression S 1/16 PA 4/16 H filed 1/17