Finding my way out of the dark - Part 3

[Holding]

I just re-read that last post, and I'm struck by the dichotomy between my almost rosy view of the past, and my very grim view of the future.

In reality, I know the past wasn't all that great, and the future won't be all that bad. Maybe my thoughts yesterday were just the scared part of my brain trying to fight the inevitable change and hold onto the familiarity of the past. Maybe it's that same side of me that wonders if W is having second thoughts.

I can jump out of a perfectly good plane, but it's still hard for me to jump out of a flawed marriage.

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