Things continue to go well I believe, but taking it day by day. We have been physically close and talking more. I'm going out of town today for a couple of days for work. She mentioned that now that I "have her", I don't want her (basically voicing insecurities). I told her again I loved her and had no interest in leaving her.
She has anxiety that since I'm hurt I might do something while I'm away. I have anxiety she may do the same, but I'm going to do my best not to reflect that in our conversations. I'm sure she'll call me tonight to check up on me. I need to strike the balance of not being overly available, but at the same time not trying to prove a point of how in the past she didn't answer me while at a party.
The dance continues, but I really do appreciate this site as it has changed the way I approach things. I'm cautiously optimistic.
