I'm not sure if I back slide or BDed myself. I summarized the text conversation but basically told her I had reached my tipping point and I was filing. I know that based on the beyond LRT, I have to be willing to follow through.
Right now we haven't spoken for almost 48 hours. She knows I am pissed and is silent but civil.
I went to IC today to work on emotional dependency and have a controlled place to discuss this crap.
GAL is a stumper for me. I have too much life going on already. I just find reasons to not be around.
I have taken a hard look at improving myself and am prepared to figure out where I need to put in the work.
Thanks for your reply. I feel I may have run so posters off here. Oh well, it messy business.
M 53 W 54, M since 98 D15, D19 8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM until 10/14 7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR 12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.
